Sunday, September 14, 2014
Time Flies
The van is history, but the idea of it is not. I'm no longer able to drive due to my vision problems, but Rocky the van served his purpose well. I'll always be a vanpacker at heart, even living in my immovable "RV" in a small trailer park in Missouri.
Officially, I'm retired on disability. It's a good thing, because it was getting harder and harder to put in a normal days work without having migraines or losing focus. As much as I thought my depression symptoms would magically disappear after retiring, that didn't happen. I still struggle with clinical depression. It seems a lot of my problems with mental focus and juggling clutter and stress were tied up with the mad whirl of "getting and spending". I knew it and just could not see it. While I'm not in the "can't get out of bed" category, I'm definitely leaning towards the "can't stay up long" category of depression, and have to continually work on my motivations. The real change in my life is that I no longer invent stress to take the place of motivation.
Four years later I live a simple life that is without clutter. My biggest obsession is still with healthy food, only now I grow it, ferment it, and otherwise prepare it or preserve it as a focused hobby. I am writing my own version of the "Great American Novel", working on a blog idea for "real paleo eating", and planning an Alaskan cruise for next year. I just ate an entire avocado, a couple of handfuls of pepitas (raw pumkin seesds), and a big glass of spring water. It's a chilly, damp Missouri afternoon and I can't decide whether to nap or read and nap. What a hard decision!
This blog was never intended for an audience, but for my own personal growth. I'm gratified to see that growth is what I achieved in the past 8 years, as painful and stressful as it often was. If someone does visit my self-indulgent blog, my hope is that you immediately toss all your stuff, jump into any vehicle you own, and just start living off the grid. Don't wait and overplan. Just do it!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
I am back
While I may whinge on this blog about whatever is bothering my poor old mind, it is merely to illustrate ways to think ourselves out of the problems of life. Where a faux-christian will cry "why did G-d let this happen to me", there are those like me who grant that good and bad things happen to people. It is up to us how we handle it, using the intellect we were granted.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Where Have I Been
I finished a long journey taming materialism and continuing with survival plans. Like sister and her DH I also outfitted a plain white passenger/work van as a stealth camping van. What some folks may not understand is that homelessness can happen in advance of TSHTF, or you may need to travel for work farther afield and that having a stealth van camping situation will allow you to save a lot of money on lodging and travel expenses. On one of my last programming jobs I stayed in the parking lot and took buses to shop. The company had a gym available to contractors so I used it early in the morning and appeared to be an eager worker. They just loved me!
The changes though have come to a head. Years ago I had retinal detachments and scleral buckle surgery to repair them. My vision was sufficient for most tasks. But in the past year or so I noticed that I could not focus to read and that migraine attacks came quickly upon any attempt to read a computer screen. Plus the opthalmic migraines increased from one or two a month to one or more a day. That is when you suddenly lose vision for a period of 20-40 minutes at a time. I began to fear driving alone expecting an attack to come upon me. That lead to a decline in posts and overall interest in things that mattered to me. Yes, I finished all the urgent tasks then vegetated myself into a bit of a depression.
I just got a complete eye exam and found out I have advanced cataracts at a fairly young age. With the retinal detachment history I am not a great candidate for intra-occular lens implant surgery. I'm probably going to have it done, but not until I've gotten on disability and become eligible for Medicare so that I can get the best possible care. Unfortunately, anything that happens to me that affects vision is "pre-existing condition" and will not be covered by my health insurance. I could have a new condition, a brain tumor, and if it affects my vision in any way whatsoever it will not be covered. That's a sad way to run a health care system. An otherwise healthy and productive worker is forced to go onto disability to get medical care to help her stay productive.
My condition is not self-inflicted. But I see obese people get disability for back problems, smokers get disability for lung problems, people with diabetes from poor lifestyle and nutritional choices get disability. But I'm going to be going through hoops. A high school drop out will get disability faster than a nearly blind college graduate. Like, where do they think I can *go* and *work* without the training for the blind offered to younger people? Like my college degree somehow obviates a physical challenge. I'm using a screen reader to hear this site and Dragon Naturally Speaking to "type it".
It's ok. My trailer and van are paid for. I just paid off all the taxes so now I'm broke again. That ought to do it. I'm now more eligible to go on the dole. So for now, I shall say "I'll be back!"
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Cats vs Dogs
My old roommate had a Chihuahua who seemed fairly tolerable, not yappy, but he was completely in charge of being let out and being walked. On the order of 20 times a day! Oh, no we don't! My Chihuahua will be using a litter pan! LOL
Cat's only require a few simple things. Peace and quiet, cleanliness, a scrupulously clean litter pan or two, food and water available at all times. If you socialize your new kitten or cat properly with those conditions, you won't get bitten, scratched, or mauled, and you won't find eliminations in the wrong place.
Bring your new kitten or cat home and have a quiet room prepared that has a clean litter pan, food, and water. Make sure it is a clean room with nothing left on the floor. If you don't respect your space, they figure anything goes. It's rugs, laundry, paper, and boxes left out that get special kitty attention at bathroom time.
So, for a few days, confine the cat and all interaction to the one room. Play with your cat by using a fishing rod type of toy, never, NEVER directly with your hands. You don't want them to think that it's ever ok to engage you with their teeth and claws. I have six cats, two who were feral, who never hiss, scratch, or bite. They got nail clipping attention early and often, and were not bothered unless they wanted to play.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Limbo Waiting Projects
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
And a storm blew through it
I have three cats at the vet getting surgeries today, and was disappointed that I couldn't grab the feral mother cat running around like a drunken harlot in the trailer park. I want to get her fixed, ASAP! I have two of her cast-off youngsters in my RV and I'm not happy about it. Once Batman (friend's AKA) helps me with the cleaning and downsizing this weekend, we'll make some videos and post them to help me find homes for everybody.
I have a Spike and a Kristi Belle Belle, plus a Loki and a Nikki. I do not also need a Thor and a Pongo. And to top it all off, my new guinea pig just had SIX babies. Guinea pigs simply do not have that many babies and I don't think anyone will believe me. They are less than a week old and growing daily, all except for Ru-Runt, the tiniest guinea pig I've every seen in my life. He's just itty bitty and I have to hold the momma down for him to nurse several times a day. When I pick up the cats today I'll take Ru-Runt and one of his bigger siblings to show the vet and staff. They may be as amazed as I am.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Simply Living
The everyday activities of survival and van dwelling are what interest me the most. And if I'm distracted from that in any way, I don't have that much to share. I work as a software engineer and have been focused on finishing a project for general public release. So attention to detail is vital. Add to that the six cats I now house in the RV, and things can get a bit hectic.
The RV is a very small mobile home I bought last summer for $2500. It is next door to a dear friend who watches the place for me when I travel, and it serves as a base address for legal purposes. At the moment, I have custody of two big kittens I brought with me from Pennsylvania, two adult cats I've had for years, and two kittens that I trapped under my RV just before Christmas. My cuppeth runneth over, as does the litter paneth. Oy, vey! Sometime today, between producing a software release and prepping for an ice storm that's coming, I should steam clean the living room carpet and put the place back into shape.
See, no matter how much you downsize there is always something that needs to be done.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Voluntary Simplicity
At this point I've gotten the income producing side of my life under control. I've acquired the barest necessities to survive living out of my van, as well as gathered all my excess items into one geographical place in order to review them and make them work for me. I'm working towards intelligently converting the remaining assets I have control over into cash for items I may need.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Relaxed at Last
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
The Journey
The adventure of it all is not to be missed! I believe I manifested some vehicle problems because once the Uhaul was loaded to the max and the van was outfitted with cat crates and paraphenalia I got on the road and worried about what would happen if my vehicle broke down. And of course I got to find out. Apparently I can be calm, capable, and resourceful in stressful situations, thank goodness because I get a lot of them! The way I look at it, what's the alternative?
The first day of driving was uneventful. I got on the road Monday at 3 pm, the day before the election. I drove 350 miles and stopped at a rest stop just after passing the Pennsylvania-Ohio border, past Wheeling I think. The memories blur. I parked the long way at the end of the passenger parking lot because the truck area was full to bursting. The truckers were stopped lining the sides of the exit and the entrance, as well as taking up all available space. Even if a space was available I thought it more appropriate for my combination to park in the empty car area.
I slept until 3 am, though it was rough with kittens running about at first. What energy the little scamps have! I must have had a kitten careen off my scalp once to often because I found them crated up when I awoke. I plugged in the Smart Mug and set it on the highest setting, 160 degrees, spooned my instant coffee into another travel mug, then dressed and went to the loo while the kittens frolicked again. Then I crated them up, leaving my adult cat Kristi Belle Belle loose to relax wherever she decided. She's a calm and peaceful rester, so I didn't think she'd be a driving distraction. It took at least a half hour before the SmartMug had heated water hot enough to pour over my awaiting instant coffee, and I was ready for it after less than six hours of sleep. The sleep part was quite good, though. I had a bench seat in the van because it was coming back from Pennsylvania, and I did well there cocooned in several blankets and with bins stacked at the right height to fling my restless legs upon occasionally.
I drove another 50 miles and heard what I thought was a high-pitched whine, though I wasn't sure. I had over-drive off and lowered my speed from 60 mph to 50 mpg, and it seemed quieter so I kept going. Then I heard a grinding, whining sound, like a garbage disposal eating a rubber glove. Then the steering started to go sluggish and all the engine lights appeared. So I looked for a place to pull over and got my combination off the road safely, about five feet from the highway, but stopped about 8 feet short of a guardrail. Ruh-roh!
The first thing I did was turn on the flashers, and the second thing I did was consult my Garmin Nuvi to inquire into accommodation. I found an EconoLodge in Heath, OH that would take the cats. Then I called AAA and requested help for my van with the understanding that towing the Uhaul would cost additional. They got me a great guy in Heath who brought out a flatbed with a ball hitch the correct size. That was fun going back and forth with Uhaul to determine the size of the hitch. It wasn't properly posted on the equipment. Thank goodness I had personal lights to carry around and check things out.
Rick showed up and because I was so far off the road for safety reasons that he couldn't get my van hauled easily, I offered to start it up and back up the combination. But, it turned out that the serpentine belt was a goner and as a result of sitting for several hours with the flashers activated, the battery was dead. I had a portable charger we used to start the van and I backed it up 12 feet, which was fun without any steering available. But with that done, we jacked the trailer tongue off the ball hitch of the van, got the van onto the flatbed, then hooked the trailer to the flatbed.
Because I was travelling with kittens, kitty, and my entire work kit-and-caboodle it was necessary to put the trailer down at Rick's yard, then put the van down at the motel, where I checked in and took an hour to unload the van. Then Rick picked the van up to be serviced, while I set up my lab and worked. Because I'm a van packer I had a cooler of food and drink, a portable kitchen, and everything needed to live, work, and enjoy my life. The motel had a small fridge and microwave, so I was covered.
As it turned out the van only needed a new belt and tensioner ($350), including the second tow charge. I paid $65 for the Uhaul tow, and tipped Rick $60 for the entire adventure. Without his advice and willingness to help, I'd have had a lot more to worry about. The van was fixed in a day, but I was too late to get back in time for the election, so I "elected" to stay in Heath to work and relax as much as possible until ready to go. I extended the trailer rental three days, and stayed until Sunday morning. It took longer to load again, but I got on the road at 11:30 am, and arrived 600 miles later in Rolla, Missouri around 7:30. My bff Marie helped me unload at a pre-arranged storage room, then we returned the trailer. We had to use her truck's jack to get that danged tongue lifted enough for me to drive away from the trailer, then we put the tongue down on a large rock we found. After that, we stopped at a Denny's for a late breakfast where I left the kitteh's and the kittah (lolcats-speak) to frolick.
About all I had the time and energy for Sunday night was to unload the crew and some of the crap. Here it is now, 6:30 am on Wednesday and my kitchen is together, and most of the RV is together. I call my tiny trailer in Missouri "the RV" because it is so tiny-cute. The $2500 find for a permanent home that is paid for. I don't live "in it" any more than I live in a van. I live OUT of it. So, this week I'll work on the last of my sorting and downsizing while working on the current software project. Next week I'll start the next phase of my manifesting--writing, blogging, and making money on the internet. Stay tuned!
Monday, November 3, 2008
Complexity
First, it is Monday, the day before the election, and I'm in Pennsylvania. So with all procrastination accounted for I now have 33 hours to finish some software work, take a shower, and load the van, then head to Missouri to vote. Work will take about two hours, then another two to shower and finish loading. I could be on the road by noon if I hop to it. That means 20 hours of driving and perhaps 6 hours of napping to get to Rolla.
The complexity is that my 3/4 ton extended body Dodge Ram van is being followed by a 6 x 12 Uhaul trailer. When I said I simplified my life I totally forgot about the storage room and the vast amount of stuff I purchased during the past two months. Whoops! There is the $3500 in video equipment for my blogging plans, more jewelry supplies for my van industry, and clothes that I had to buy to show up at work a few times. What was I thinking?
Not only did I buy stuff, I acquired two kittens who will be returning to Missouri along with my special kitty Kristi Belle Belle. Hence the Uhaul, so the stuff can follow me whilst the kittens and cat can play inside the van whenever I stop. I will be so happy to get to Rolla, vote, unload the Uhaul into storage, return the Uhaul, pick up groceries, then settle into the RV with All My Cats. Oy vey! I'm exhausted just thinking about it.
If there is any time in my busy morning I plan to video tape the youngsters with a Chihauhau before I leave one of the three musketeers with my former roommate, little bird. That would make me very happy, so it is a top priority today. If I drive from noon to midnight, at an average rate of 50 mph, then I should be able to make about 600 miles before I pull into a truck stop and sleep in between some big rigs. I won't be comfortable, so I should be on the road again by 4 am. If I drive another twelve hours I could be past St. Louis before rush hour. Or not, I'm not pushing myself.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Simplicity
Lately I haven't posted as much because I'm not dwelling on things anymore, but I want to post about my daily life living out of my van. The van is a nice sized, extended body vehicle with the two bench seats removed. I have a very heavy board over the wheel wells where I keep an SUV sized air mattress. Underneath I keep a crate of gallon water jugs, and bins with cooking equipment and food. The rest of the bins contain clothes, toiletries, a bathing kit, books, and paperwork.
Right behind the driver's seat there are two large plastic containers with three drawers in each. The drawers are latched so they don't open while I'm driving. There is a drawer devoted to quick food and drinks, with coffee, creamer, tea, and hot chocolate. I use a 12-volt smart mug to heat water in the van. Another drawer holds toilet paper, trash bags, port-a-potty waste management items, cleaning supplies, and all manner of paper/kitchen/household things.
A bottom drawer holds batteries, and a battery charger, plus various electrical items like my weather radio and flashlights. Another drawer contains current paperwork items, envelopes, binders, stamps, tape, stapler, and the usual office clutter. The two remaining drawers hold cups, plates, utensils, and condiments. The drawers are to quickly get to things I need. The bins are for when I stop and camp out.
My ultra-lightweight backpacking items hang in an ultra-lightweight backpack from a hook in the van. That holds a Katadyn water filter, solar shower, camping cookware and stove, and basic survival gear. A plastic bin under the "bed" holds extra backpacking gear.
For cooking I've found the simplest solution to be the best. A couple of fold-out wing stoves hold pots over any found fuel such as twigs, paper, and sticks. Some heavy duty aluminum serves as a windbreak. Titanium cookware serves to boil water or saute found veggies. A sharp knife and a cutting board serves as a food processer.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
New Holland, Pennsylvania
Today I'm working at the home office of a colleague, who is in New Holland, PA. He was amazed that I could stay so cozy and comfortable in the van at night, just using his shower in the mornings. Heck, even the port-a-potty got some use in the middle of the chilly night. I've stayed a few days now and expect to finish a major piece of the project before heading back to little bird's house closer to Royersford this evening.
Little bird got an "intervention" from her son and I earlier this month. EVERYTHING MUST GO!!! She is finally letting go of stuff. I made it clear and her son made it clear that WE are NOT going to clean it up. SHE must CLEAN IT UP and LET IT GO! There is a pathological clutter problem, really a hoarding problem and she's too great a person to allow this to go on any longer. Every word she says about hopes and dreams is about "one day when my house is clean". Yo! Clean it today, one square foot at a time.
I posted a bit about the issue earlier in my blog. I'm a minimalist, neat freak, with delusions of simplicity. For awhile I allowed myself to suffer as her roommate, freely "helping" by cleaning entire rooms only to come home from work to see them trashed. I finally told her how it made me feel. Her son confronted her on her belief that the clutter and mess came only from the time she had hand surgery. I had believed that, until he pointed out to her that this problem has been around since he was small. He cried as he told her that the way they lived hurt him and made his early life difficult. He was pushed to a tiny area of a cluttered room with barely enough room for his bed. He showed her pictures of it before she would accept what she had done to him. I showed her pictures of the kitchen as it would look to me after a hard day at work, then coming home to food leavings and dirty dishes everywhere, when I had cleaned it up before leaving for work! Never again!
I only spend my energy giving her moral support now, because she asked for help. Help can only be moral support. Nobody else can clean up her life and expect that the lesson will take. She simply has to do the inner work to ensure that happens.
So, I'm finishing up here at work, then next week I'm headed back to Missouri for the winter. I want to winterize my tiny trailer and settle in with my new kittens. I'll travel again when the cold season is nearly over, taking a kitten or two with me.
Monday, October 13, 2008
October Mornings Interrupted
Instead I am slaving over a hot computer with nary a hot chocolate or a snack in sight. I am cold (obviously) and I'm bored of this work. Ok, smacks head and gets focused again. I'll finish up some magstripe encoding then I'll go to Giant and pick up some Rice Dream or something vegan for a snack. Then I'll nap, and then I'll work on the item to be delivered tomorrow. And the documentation of it all.
I have to remind myself why I'm working like this. To pay 2008 taxes and save up some money to invest in a stock photography business. And a new career making vid's for YouTube. And because I like what I do. Computers are my life!
Yeah, right!
Friday, October 3, 2008
A Long Cold Winter
At this time I have both a van to travel in and live out of, plus a small mobile home in Missouri. The van is warm enough for camping, really. My plans to outfit that small space are not as extensive as my plans to prepare the mobile home for this winter. The trailer uses propane for heating and cooking. Ordinarily, using heat like it's water, the propane tank has to be filled up approximately three times during the year. I would like to get that down to only two times per year.
The issue is the fluctuating price of propane, and the fact that you need quite a bit of cash to fill the tank each time. The cost was about $550 per fill-up last winter. I plan to set things up so that I rely on electric heat and other measures to avoid using the propane furnace as much as possible. The 10 year old furnace needs service to be sure it is most efficient. Then the water pipes need heat wrap, to allow the trailer temperature to be kept lower. If I set the heater to 50 degrees, then I can use electrical appliances to provide comfort heat in areas where I most need it. The electric company is cheaper than propane now, due to the economy of scale. The electric company can obtain power from many sources, not only petroleum based sources.
Some of the windows are like sieves, while the rest are good quality storm windows. I'll tape up the windows from the outside, then fill the insides of the windows with filler of any kind. Then I'll hang heavy quilts and blankets on the walls and behind curtains, to provide a bit more insulation. Of course I'll leave a few places for the wind to whistle through. The idea is to keep my heat inside the trailer. I may add some insulation boards inside the skirting of the trailer, depending upon the cost and what I can obtain. Of course I'll research the concept to be sure it is "safe".
To use supplemental electrical appliances for heat means ensuring that I don't overload any wiring. The wiring is up-to-date, and I would space the appliances carefully. For instance, I would use a fan heater in the bathroom to use while in the shower and dressing warmly. Two forced oil heaters would go into the living room and the one bedroom I use, to be used singly. I'm in one room or the other, not both at the same time. Generally, only one heater would be used at a time.
I have a second bathroom that isn't being used. I want to make that room a storage area. If I can get someone to pull out the plumbing and cap it off, then I can keep that room unheated. We aren't allowed to have wood stoves in the trailer park, for safety reasons. If I could have one it would be great for keeping warm and for cooking stews. But I can put one in my empty storage shed for emergency warmth. If the electric goes out, we are kind of screwed, even with a propane furnace. I'd need propane heaters for backup. Or something. It's the water pipes that scare me in the winter. I don't need an expensive plumbing problem. I know, I can run the water. What fun! Pipes bursting or water flooding. There is are several cold snaps to look forward to.
In any case, whether I use my propane furnace or not, my total living expenses are expected to be no more than $300 for land-locked needs. Including lot rent, electric, cable, and propane deliveries. I wanted to just live out of the van but I have interests in life that make having at least one permanent homesite more convenient.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Van Dwelling
That involved downsizing my vast quantity of consumer stuff and rethinking how I'd manage the daily tasks of life. My dream starts with waking up when I feel like it and having tea and a long read before getting up and about. That meant having a comfortable place to sleep, a place to potty in private, and a way to heat water for tea. That was resolved with a 2000 Dodge Ram Van with an extended body and lots of room for a bed platform, storage, and room to move around. A trucker's 12 volt hot pot for water, and a small portable pot with a toilet seat and lid resolved the next two needs. Around that a fair amount of resources to ensure security and a well-maintained van, plus a collection of consumer items to enjoy life surrounded the idea. So I did it and have come to realize that I've traded one complicated life for another complicated life.
The complications are smaller, but they exist nonetheless. You still have to locate resources for showers, water, and food. You still have to plan for cooling and for heating your vehicle for comfort. You even have to look for a private and secure place to sleep. Not that there is anything wrong with that, but you have traded one set of survival complications for another. But the total cost of living out of a van versus paying rent and utilities is far lower. You aren't going to be maintaining a large job and a large lifestyle.
For a while there I made jewelry and sold it on Ebay for living expenses and I know I can do that again, but now I just focus on writing and selling software components as well as working on remote software contracts. With a small laptop, and inverter, and a broadband connection card it is possible to continue making a living while not maintaining a permanent dwelling.
However, I did go ahead and buy a used trailer for a small sum of money in order to have an official address and a permanent place to leave my favorite cat sometimes. She is ok living out of the van but tended to limit my travel a bit.
I just finished a large software project to integrate a DVR and for now I'll just give my brain a break and contemplate this new lifestyle later.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Cole Slaw With Ginger Dressing
If you ever eat in a good Japanese style restaurant and order the salad with ginger dressing it is usually made with an orange juice base. But I've had a hard time finding a recipe that replicates my favorite. So I've got a Word document with over a hundred recipes that I'm trying. Back in Pennsylvania I would buy the dressing from my favorite restaurant, but out here in the boondock of Rolla, Missouri the options are slimmer.
Another problem I'm trying to solve is finding a better way to process the ginger and garlic. I left my garlic press somewhere and I miss it. So I've acquired a couple of gadgets to try out. Ginger is the hardest to process because it is so stringy. I end up cutting thin slices, then making tiny julienne strips to make a tiny dice. But I wish there was an electronic gadget that would take the ginger and the garlic and grate or mince them together. Believe me, I looked. My requirements are that the gadget has to be worth packing in my van as well as be very easy to clean. I found a small mandoline that is made handle garlic, and should work with ginger. It has a device to hold the object to be shredded, to protect the hand.
Which is a good topic for vanpacking, the kinds of kitchen items you should carry in order to eat healthy on a budget. My strategy includes a small cutting board and a few good knives, at the minimum. I only need one board because I don't use them for meat.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Processing
With the van paid for and well maintained, and my lifestyle suitably downsized, I'm ready to tackle my own plans for writing and traveling, living out of the van. It's time.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Plans within plans within plans
This software gig is about to kill me. I'm not young enough to carry on much longer. I have trouble focusing and concentrating. Working for days on end, without a break or a life is not what I signed up for. Really! I've been 9 days in a hotel room trying to get finished with this blasted project.
The money is good, but with the accident case settled, I need to rethink my life and my plans. The van is ready for mobile dwelling and I think I am ready, too. I've set up a website and have plans to lanch my "brand" onto the world. The world is ready for it, what with the economy tanking and prices going up. The message of simplicity is coming.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Survivalisting
So this peak oil thing is nothing new to me. I'm down with what they predict, though for different reasons. First, the production of oil that we can get at easily is being artificially kept low. The reasons would be to facilitate the continual rape and pillaging of our willing purses, in which we are so cooperatative. The second would be the sword that defeats our rapacious democracy from the inside. We are willing victims. Even after 9/11 people still continued to patronize the storefronts of the world at the expense of our own.
My grandparents who survived the depression always taught us to keep a year's worth of food in storage, and to stay out of debt, and to have a paid for piece of land. So I've always been prepared for anything, all my life. But I've spent the years since Y2K figuring out an ultimate survival plan that takes into account the realities we will face.
It is a great idea to own land, but land and resources can be seized and taken, by the government, or by the hordes. There is no guarantee you will be able to defend against the gangs and hordes of suffering humanity. If our government implodes and society breaks down, then no amount of land will save you. You will be easily identified as the easiest pickings, and the first to go. Unless you are well hidden and have formed a group with likeminded family groups.
I don't have that luxury, and I intend to be well beyond the hordes and gangs. My strategy is to live out of my van. I expect to be able to make at least 600 miles in the van, in an attempt to flee the urban and suburban area ahead of the hordes. I'll take the pulse of the city and be well away before any government entity announces an evacuation, or the hungry reach critical mass.
Once I'm 600 miles away, I expect to be able to wait things out in a camping mode. I could stay in the van indefinitely, depending upon the mood of the crisis. If things go badly while camping, my mountain bike is outfitted with panniers and a rack, upon which I can carry everything needed to ensure survival as I go deeper into the wilderness areas. After the bike is no longer useful, my backpack contains enough to sustain me as long as I can find water and wild edibles. My dehydrated food collection was designed to sustain me without wild edibles or other food sources for at least three months of hard-scrabbled rationing, if necessary.
I think that being mobile and hostile is the best strategy. I do not see any need to invest all my resources into a place that I may not be able to keep.
On another note, this may on the surface not be a completely "popular" thought, but the the concept that our economy and our collective American "lifestyle" was never really sustainable seems to be ignored by the Peak Oil survivalists. The Nouveau Survivalists. Most will not see it, and many who do see it still do nothing about it:
"The Population Reference Bureau estimates that the average American consumes about 23 times more goods and services than the average world citizen. Americans also bum 10,000 liters (2600 gallons) of oil-equivalents per year —seven times the world average. Clearly, achieving a US standard of living is impossible for the rest of the world, based both on projections of future resource availability and on population growth. The affluent standard of living now enjoyed by Americans (made possible by our abundant supplies of fertile cropland, water and fossil energy) is projected to decline if the US population doubles during the next 63 years." http://www.mnforsustain.org/pimentel_d_natural_resources_and_optimum_population.htm
That doesn't mean that I don't understand the Peak Oil whinging and the pain that the forced realization of these home truths cause in average Americans who believe the lie, that they are somehow more deserving of the world's resources than the people whose resources we steal. My survivalist planning isn't about the problems exposed by Peak Oil. My planning is to save me and mine from the ill-prepared, starving, raging, marauding hordes. My kind will always survive YOU. I have no illusions about the coming reboot of human civilization. See, we are all survivalists--even the foreigners who inflate the oil prices--they are trying to survive YOU.
Don't take this personally. Understand what is really going on. And, of course, SURVIVE!
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Getting Back to Now
It's raining outside, pretty steadily. Hot oolong tea is steaming by my side, and it's drinkable now. I serve myself tea without sugars or additives, to enjoy it for its own true nature. I woke up feeling anxious about getting everything done to go camping for three days. I'm behind in my work, behind in getting ready, and I don't have a broadband card. Plus its raining. So I decided not to be anxious and possibly just bag tonight and stay here at Little Bird's. That will take some pressure off as I finish getting ready and continue to make progress on the software.
I'll work to the point where I have made significant progress, then I'll dismantle my current cramped living arrangements upstairs, with the plan of sleeping in the van. Then I can help Little Bird's stash more clutter into the room I'm cramped out in now. I will take some before and after pictures. But really now, shouldn't I be living out of the van? That's what I'll contemplate on my camping trip this time. It all comes back to the cat. I can't leave her in a hot van or a van with the windows open. I also don't envision being with her 24 x 7. That is my dilemna, else I'd be working in the van right now.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Van Camping Planning
It is Saturday, a beautiful day from all glances out of the window. I've been working this morning and will take some time to get showered and ready for outdoor activities. A nice long bike ride (a shakedown cruise), then more software development work, then perhaps some errands for beer, food, and camping supplies. I'll hit Walmart and Home Depot tomorrow if I'm energetic enough in the morning. I promised to help Little Bird consolidate clutter in a big room she wants to move into, then move it to the room I'm cramping out in now.
I'll move my computer lab to the dining room while all that is going on. The laptop and hardware will travel with me to the campsite, then hopefully I'll have a new and empty room when I get back. There I'll set up jewelry and crafts, and my computer collection. Mostly, I'll work in Exton for a few days next week and perhaps will leave all the PC's onsite. I don't have to commute every day, especially with the van. I can camp out in the van overnight and still get 20 hours of work done over two days.
My hope and plan is that once I'm in the big room I can work out a nice routine that gives me plenty of time for hiking, biking, and camping. I do feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and that all my stuff will no longer be my topic of the day. Can't wait!
Friday, May 16, 2008
Procrastination
It's raining pretty steady today, here in Trappe, Pennsylvania. My bike is ready to pick up, but I told them I'd wait for the weather to clear a bit. I'm also waiting for the Thule bike rack to come in, but it probably won't arrive in time for my trip. So I purchased a Thule lock and rattle-dampener for the hitch, plus 4 adapters for transporting women's bikes. That's for the occasional trips with other mountain bikers. Now, I don't mind cold and wet, but only if I'm going to be having fun, not working, and taking a nice nap later. None of that applies, today. >^;^<
I found two new gadgets that I "must have" from the e-trailer website. One is a seat mounted trash can with lid, and the other is a seat mounted DVD player stand. That will raise stuff off the floor, while giving me a good view of the DVD player from the bed. I won't be traveling to buy the Home Depot stuff, or the sewing machine today. It is just too wet and miserable. Now is the perfect time to concentrate on my work. And I will concentrate, really I will.
Yawn.....
Oh, more fun shopping stuff. For hiking, camping, and general personal protection, I ordered some bear, dog, and human pepper spray. I plan to get a taser, in a few weeks. And for hiking and camping, I picked up two lightweight GSI recliners. I'm probably the only ultra-lightweight backpacker who carries a 30 oz camp recliner, but why else should I save on weight but to make room for my comforts and joys?
Someone recently asked me how things are going. Well, the accident case settled, I'm located in Pennsylvania to visit my son and new grandchild, I'm still working on the software project from hell, and I'm about to enter into a payment agreement with the infernal revenue service. That old adage of my Gran Gran's, "Never pay until you see the white's of their eyes!" and "Never give anyone your last dollar!" are my motto's. I'm hiking as much as possible, and planning some great van camping expeditions. So I'm stocking up on every item that would enhance my enjoyment of van camping, hiking, backpacking, biking, and general survival planning. I've acquired a night-vision monocular (so I can see if there is a bear outside my hammock), and new solar battery chargers.
In spite of the spate of buying and shopping, I'm not cluttering and I'm still downsizing. During my upcoming three day camping trip I'll further downsize my paperwork collection from 6 bins to 1 bin. My entire jewelry making collection fits under the van bed area. My clothes and toiletries fit into two large gym bags. My backpacking gear fits into a 1600 cc ultra-lightweight backpack, and the electronics and excess stuff fits into bins that travel in the van and are stored in the seats when I'm stopped or camping. At most I may want to pull a trailer for long trips, or have a roof-mounted cargo carrier for excess stuff. For the most part, I'm self-contained within the body of the van.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Mountain Bike & Hitch
http://www.trekbikes.com/women/wsd_products/bikes/2008/mountain/3700wsd
I left it at the shop to have some gadgets attached. The kick-stand, water bottle rack, rear cargo rack (will also hold removable panniers), wireless odometer, kick-ass headlight, and a rear safety light. The new Trek helmet is also in green to match my new Trek bike. I will have it in time to take it camping Sunday, for three days.
Tomorrow I'll head over to Home Depot to buy the reflextix and screen for a van camping van window covering project. If I have energy, I'll head over to JoAnne's for a sewing machine and some material for curtains.
This three day weekend is for meditation, van windows, biking, sorting all my paperwork for final disposition, hiking, studying C# threading, remediating threading in a server application, eating healthy, and napping--a lot! I think I can fit all that in.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
When the Van is a'Rocking, Don't Come a'Knocking!
During:
The van is coming along as I make the changes needed to van dwell comfortably. This is the progress, as I put in the bed platform and sorted necessities into clear plastic bins underneath. I still have plans to obtain 42 inch 2 x 4's, to raise the bed platform slightly. Then deeper plastic bins will be housed safely.
A work in progress, with lots of editing and planning left to do:
The air mattress is an adjustable Coleman SUV model, that is 43 inches wide and up to 70 inches long--the exact width at the back of the van for those of us short folks who can sleep cross-ways. This gives a lot of room for the living space. A nice black bedspread is in the dryer, and will make the bed look more finished, while covering up the under platform storage area.
I especially like the clean lines of the pair of plastic three drawer units that fit perfectly behind the driver's seat. The top is perfect for meal preparation when i'm stuck inside. The drawers house other necessities, like toilet paper, batteries, gadgets, and the like.
Rocky the Van, parked in a quiet neighborhood:
I like the doors, because they can be used to rig up an awning, or even a privacy curtain for outdoor showers.
Next on the list:
- Hitch-Mounted Bike Rack & Locking System
- Custom Reflectix Window Pads - Removable
- Install Alarm, Remote Start, and Locking Gas Cap
- Custom Vecro or Magnet Mounted Interior Window Screens
- Tires & Balance Wheels
- Maintenane (oil, fluids, belts, wipers, brakes, etc.)
- Evaluation (steering, transmission, electrical systems, engine, etc.)
- Ladder & Roof Rack
- Electrical Installation (deep cycle batteries, solar roof panels, wiring, cable, outside box, TV platform, etc.)
- Solar Vent(s) Installation
- Roof Air Conditioner Installation
- Wood Stove Installation (venting outside, removable, fireproof underpad)
- Swivel Seat Installation
The hitch-mounted bike rack will be ordered this Thursday. Friday, I'll buy the materials to make the custom window pads and interior screens, which I hope to finish during a three day van camping trip to French Creek starting this coming Sunday. I may have the alarm and remote start installed on Friday, if someone can come out that soon.
Next week will involve the maintenance part of the plans. I have someone who may be able to install the roof rack, ladder, and all the electrical the following week. I want to get all this done before I head to Missouri for a few weeks.
I'll give up the use of the van for a week in the summertime, to have the vents and AC installed. The AC is planned for use where electric is available.
The wood stove is a real wish list item. I think that a tiny wood stove is feasible, and with reflectix pads and heavy curtains for insulation I can keep the van safely heated off the grid using found wood.
It may take some effort to locate and have a swivel seat installed, but it would make it nice having a reclining seat available to make the interior space feel more roomy, and for guests.
I think with all that done, I can get the camper van improvements rolled into the insurance coverage, but I'll have to research it to be sure. I can't wait to get started!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Sucked in, again!
I admit, I saw this one coming with the 17 1/2 year old. Verona came to Little Bird with a horrible tale of woe. We've known the kid for years and we know Verona came from an abusive and unstable background, with foster homes and children's homes, before becoming adopted, with her younger sister. The family has been in turmoil for six years now. Verona rages at them and they were afraid to come into the house when she was home--and that's what we learned after giving her some requested help.
The tale of woe did not include anything that would cause the police or social services to intervene, but it was bad enough that two old birds got temporarily sucked in. Within three weeks of housing her, with the express permission of her "evil parents," we got the picture. The only tale of woe was to stir up chaos and instigate drama on a 24 x 7 basis. So, Verona (has NOTHING to do with veracity!) was booted back to her tale of woe a few nights ago. I like to call that "consequences".
In the meantime, I'm trying to finish up my own projects with back taxes, paperwork, a lucrative software engagement, and outfitting my new van. The accident settlement money is on the way, and that would sure help in getting things done right from the beginning. But I'm happy enough to cobble together what I need. I wish I had the time and the inclination to figure out how to install and outfit my own electrical and HVAC needs. But I have no interest in building this shelter. I have to farm the good stuff out to experts.
My new SUV mattress from Coleman is perfect for my set up. I sleep the short way in the van, not the long way. That takes up far less room. I like to see a cozy bed made up in the back with a hidden storage space underneath. It makes the van look more like a home. I am using a thick plywood board to hold the air mattress, and still have room to fit six one foot deep plastic bins underneath. If I raised the board about 8 inches onto a railing, then I could fit six smaller bins on top of the deeper bins, for more storage and organization. Ideally, jewelry making supplies would fit under the bed.
I'm using two Snap 'n Stack craft organizers (http://www.acmoore.com/p-31381-snap-n-stack-craft-organizer-large-square-3-layers.aspx) to organize my cooking, eating, and drinking implements. One organizer has small pots and pans, cooking utensils, cutting board, knifes, and miscellaneous accessories. The top is empty and ready to be filled with herbs, sea salt, spices, and my collection of dehydrated vegies (onions, shallots, tomatoes, celery, mushrooms, spinach flakes, etc.). The other organizer has my smart mug and hot drink fixin's in the top, with plates, bowls, cups, and eating utensils in the bottom.
A milk crate holds four one gallon water jugs, two large white rubbermaid three drawer storage units hold clothes, extra food, cooking items, and miscellaneous. I have a large toolbox, a medium sized cooler, a rectangular folding table, a folding chair, a toilet hassock, and a bike. Then there's the hiking and outside camping stuff. Oy, vey! Where does all this stuff come from?
Pictures are coming soon. In the meantime I'm playing hookey from work and need to get back to it.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Van Camper Planning
I'd end up doing more in the van and even living in it if I could consistently walk around and not feel so claustrophobic. Of course I could live in the van in a pinch, but I'm deciding whether to use the current van for casual camping while searching for a taller van to outfit for living.
This matters because I want a permanent bed attached with room for storage underneath, a desk to work at, and an easy way to cook and clean up inside when necessary. It wouldn't make sense to outfit this van just to obtain and outfit another one, so here is how I thought I'd proceed:
1. Keep this van and have it mechanically checked and brought up to a state of excellence. I may need some suspension work, brakes, tires, and that should be it for another 30,000 miles. I need to verify that. I want money budgeted for the power train, or replacement of the van, as necessary.
2. Have electrical items installed-vent, roof AC, 110 volt wiring, cable wiring, panel to hookup to outside electric and cable, deep cycle batteries and box vented to the outside, and perhaps solar panels on the roof. Anything to make it simple to run a vent, fan, AC, or small heater as needed. The AC and heater would be run when hooked to outside power.
3. Install alarm & remote start-I can use that to run AC and heater from the engine in a pinch. Also install some kind of gas cap lock.
4. Install permanent screens and window coverings that are removable as necessary, using reflectix panels for when the windows need to remain shut. That includes window coverings for the cabin, too. The curtain between the cabin and the living space is still good for if a guest needs to use the potty behind the curtain. It *could* happen...
5. Clean up the rug, the walls, and the ceiling, and cover the walls with something attractive and easy to clean. Fit a rug that covers the bench seat holes and looks attractive.
6. Install a plywood bench across the back with enough room for a twin to 3/4 size mattress to be set up as a permanent bed/settee, using the underneath for storage of 8 lidded plastic bins with necessary items as storage for clothes, toiletries, extra food, and miscellaneous. Cover the plywood so it is smooth to the touch and attractive to look at. Cover the front opening to hide the clutter.
7. There is room for a small desk on the right of the van, to use for making jewelry inside, or to work. It can be a real desk or a jury-rigged desk, like a fold-down style that can be reached from the bed(?).
8. There is room for two plastic chest of drawers behind the driver's seat, with space to store a 5 gallon water bottle with a pump on it. I'd make the drawers the area for cooking, cleaning, and storing food. It would have dishes, utensils, sprouting supplies, spices, seasonings, trash bags, paper products, anything else related to eating and cleaning. There is room for a cooler behind the passenger seat for easy acces to cold items, both to clean it out, stock it, and fill it with ice.
When traveling, I'd use the living space in the back to hold folding chairs, a folding table, tools, inverter, travel bags, cleaning supplies, hiking gear, and extra items. When parked, these items would be stored in the cabin. Ideally, if I lived out of the van for long periods of time, I'd pull a sturdy enclosed trailer to stow sellable items and extra stuff. For the present I'll still work on downsizing, though I'm doing pretty good already. One van load and a half of personal treasures is not bad for a 51 year old grandmother.
>^;^<
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Camping in the Van - French Creek, PA
The biggest issue was my disorganization and an excess of stuff. I had to toss in everything I thought I might need or want on the trip, then got on the road before rush hour. There was no time to organize anything. I was lucky to keep the load from sliding around too much. Once I got to the park and backed into my site, I plugged into the electric and threaded the heavy duty extension cord through the side window. I plugged a power strip into the cord and charged my cell phone and ran a small fan for ventilation. That's what I did right. I also brought the real necessities: beer and food, and in that order. I only drank two beers on the trip but in Pennsylvania the blue laws insist you buy beer by the case, so I had to keep the beer cold so it wouldn't get skunky. The rest of the larder consisted of veggies, mushrooms, hummus, blackberries, and blueberries. Yummo!
There was stuff everywhere! I stayed in the van for several hours working it all out. I think my pop-up camping neighbors thought I was acting a bit odd, but I was there for my own purpose, which was to checkout the van camping setup and improve it. There were several large and small plastic bins that were used to organize the necessities. There was a bin for food, one for dishes and utensils to eat with, and one for cooking equipment. That seemed like a lot. The first time I tried van camping I used two large plastic chests with three drawers that hid most of the clutter. Those were bungied to the front seats and taped to keep them closed. Henry was a taller van than Rocky is, so I didn't think the drawers would work this time. I may have to try them out.
There is a also a black hassock shaped port-a-potty with a grey lid. I'm using black trash can liners doubled inside, with some biodegrading additive for the smell. I didn't notice an odor unless I removed the lid. It wasn't too bad then either.
In the picture above you can see the green plastic sewing organizer I rescued from little bird's basement hoard, plus an inverter that I plan to keep charged and in the van for casual use, a white trash can with a plastic pop-up lid that stays closed to keep the stench down, plus the blue fan. The orange handled device is for cutting firewood, and the water jug and dishes are self-explanatory.
Order started to come out of the chaos of it all, and I was able to make curtains and put them up. This was for a sense of privacy, though with the lights on it was clear that you could still see into the van in the dark. I'll need privacy curtains, so that's a new shopping task. That box seen in the picture above contains some hiking items I ordered in the mail that I wanted to inspect while out camping. I'm experimenting with the overall weight of my sleeping system, and got some disposable sleeping bags to keep in the van for social emergencies when I'm planning a hike with others who may be ill-prepared.
Those are my toes, relaxing at the end of the sleeping pad. My left ankle is as swollen and misshapen as it looks, from the accident, but I get by. The cooler had to be set to hang over the doorstep to drain. It is a Walmart cooler that leaks, and until I can stop it up correctly, it will have to drain to the steps rather than the rug as it did before I discovered it. I think I can cut some rubber to fit inside, or even some silicon. I'd like to make a permanent bed area off the floor in the back, over the area to store plastic bins, then put the drawers against the wall behind the driver's seat. The toilet hassock can be used as a seat, and I need a space for storing a folding table and chair to use outside. The driver and passenger seats are a waste of space at the moment, but will probaby be used as a space to stash little used items while in camp. I still need to make or buy something to cover the dash and front windows, for privacy. I'd like to get some screen to make covers for all the windows that open, during the buggy seasons of the year.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Camper Van Dwelling
For cooking I'm bringing a long heavy duty extension cord and a power strip for plugging in a hot plate. I simply don't feel like dealing with a propane stove or a hobo stove. I'll post lots of wonderful pictures when I get back home.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
How the Other Half Lives
It was a pretty intense day, lots of traveling, and a certain amount of stress. Now I'm processing that day, and taking care of miscellaneous items for today. An order to the Spice House for powdered tomatoes went to my address in Missouri. That's so odd because they switched the billing for the shipping address, but that's not what the screen print said. The credit card wouldn't have gone through if they used it when I hit the confirm button. So, my much sought after tomato powder is in Missouri, while I'm in Pennsylvania planning a hiking adventure where I wanted to use the powdered tomatoes to make delicious concoctions along the trail. Now I'll have to go to REI and to Whole Foods to see if they have it. Maybe I'll go to Kimberton Whole Foods and see what they have. I don't feel like working much today, anyway.
I took pictures of the house of clutter, or how "the other half lives." I have permission and I'm not invading little bird's privacy. She knows there is a problem and is trying to work on it. Apparently, clutter becomes invisible after a certain number of years. I've documented clutter piles that have not materially changed for the past three years. The basement is an utter disaster, both as a fire hazard and as a health hazard from the mold and dust. At least the stairs are being kept clean for a change. Here are some examples of the living areas and the basement.
This is the dining room:
More of the dining room:
Dining room, continued:
The entry way, better hope you don't have to come in or go out of this doorway:
The living room, which is 2000% better than when I started the project several years ago:
That blue styrofoam container is my fault. I didn't toss it last night when I finished the mushrooms. The difference with me is that I will see it and take care of it when I see it. That is not how the rest of the household clutter is handled. For now we have finished the kitchen, though clutter is starting to build up at the basement door, making it hard to go downstairs to do the laundry. That is a "tolerance" and keeps one from actively doing the laundry, because the laundry becomes a project, not a task. The project is to clear the door several times, replacing the clutter each time, as you start the wash, dry the wash, and get the wash. Inevitably, you never "get the wash" and that becomes clutter on its own. The pile of clean laundry in front of the dryer is a sad testament to waste, because that laundry used energy, water, and detergent to become "clean", but is trodden on the floor of the basement because it is all too much to contemplate. There is too much "project" going on in this house. It is better to just discard, discard, discard. Then make projects when the house is clear of things.
In the next few pictures you can see the basement and the green plastic sewing box I "rescued". If you have lived with a hoarder, then you know what the term "rescued" actually means. I am really going to utilize the box, today. That is the key difference between a hoarder and between normalcy. I use items or discard them when they are not actively useful. I have no attachment or anxiety associated with any item. I'm free to hunt and gather, and to discard at will. If I rescue the sewing box, then subsequently no longer need it, it will be donated or held for a near-term yard sale that will actually occur. I do not hold it for "someday" "I" "might" "need" "it".
Basement, see washer and dryer on the other side of the peak:
Clean laundry moldering on the floor:
Spotting and "rescuing" the sewing box:
Yes! Cleared and snagged! I'll wash it and sanitize it today, before I go to storage to continue my own downsizing and organization project. I'm planning to do some sewing soon, and I want to make sure my sewing items are ready for action.